~ Mixed and Confused ~

Feeling so down and I dont really know what I can do to get rid of this feeling. Time is running.. Wish I could just click the pause button and stop time for like some time. I want more time for everything.. Life is just not about assignments, presentations, revisions and books! Oh God..when will I ever be out from this circle of torture... =(.. Wake up!! Itz never gonna come to an end..*sighs*

Beginning of a New Journey.....

CONGRATULATIONS!! I'm so happy for ya sister..Looks like itz a new journey for you. Everything seems to be very fast. I'm still in shock. Cant really accept the fact that you're engaged. My wishes and prayers will always be there for ya. Hope you have a beautiful journey ahead. I realised that nothing remains forever.. and I'm trying to accept the changes in my Life. It is just so hard and difficult to express how I feel right now. There's like so much to write but I just dont know how and where to start. When I feel like penning it down..I'm just out of words. I guess you will understand how I feel. I will always be your sweet lil adorable sister. Bugging you all the time and you will always be my sweet sister who is always there for me when I need you and able to endure my crappiness. We shared a lot of things in common (U know what I mean rite?) haha...and we will still continue to do it..Love you so much! and I'm already missing ya =(..Cant wait to get back home for deepavali! =)

Happy Birthday Buddies!!!

Wishing you a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Chia Wen, Akila, Nadia, Uvitra and Amy..

U guys r 20 now...good bye to ur teen life!

Welcome to the -ties k..

Hope u guys r having a blast back at your place..

Enjoy ur life to the max..make sure u have no regrets later on...

Wishing you all the best in whatever that you do

May God bless you always =)..

Take care peepz!

Love you guys a lot!

Muakz!

Viva La Vida...

Haha...totally does not match my title..just thought of writing it. Well..For once I was actually quite hardworking to do the house chores..haha! Back home for my hols..Totally indulging myself in books and the tv..never felt this way before..Planning to do this 24/7. Wanna enjoy every second of my holidays to the max. Theva, Suya, Gaiya and Dinesh..i really had fun with you guys.. Wishing to have more outings with you people. I had a great time in Sunway. The havoc we did are all sweet memories.. Gaiya was just cute la...Her *mati katak* incident..n suya'z *kuchi kuchi* dialogue..LOL! You people are a bunch of clowns la..Glad to have you guys..Missin you people. Enjoy your hols and hope to see ya soon. Take care..LOve you guys! MUAKZ!

Happy Birthday Buddy!!

Happy Birthday Nicole Asha!!

Finally...u r 20! =)

U have lost ur teen already..LOL! Welcome to the -ties..haha!
I'll join your group soon k..Give me about a month. See ya there buddy.

Wishing you all the very best in whatever that you do.

May God bless you abundantly and keep you in His protection always =).

Have a blast buddy! Hope you are having lots of fun..

May this Birthday be a super sweet birthday for you.

Dont forget to enjoy yourself.

Wishing you an abundance of PEACE, LOVE and JOY!

Just wanna let you know that..

I am truly lucky and glad to have you as my buddy =)

Take care and hope to see ya real soon!

Miss ya loads and Love ya so much!

EXAM STRESS!!!

Exam stress is totally killing me... wish i was back in my primary school days or probably a baby..life would have been so much more easier..so much to read and remember. All the theorists are killing me with their theories. Cant wait to get over this STRESS! Everyone is in a corner reading and preparing themselves for exam. You can hardly bump into anyone nowadays. People hardly come out of their rooms. They rather have their lunch and dinner at the "FANTABULOUS" cafe..*sighs*..I just hope that whatever that I have read will stick into my head..Hoping not to fail any papers. Just wanna do my best and enjoy my hols. Dont wish to come back here during the hols. Dear God, I hope you have some mercy on my. I need Your support, guidance and blessings. Give me the will power to sit for my exam. I know ur always there for me =).. Hopefully everything will be fine. Good Luck and All the very best to all who will be sitting for their exams soon. Do your best and the rest leave it to God.. He is there to decide. God bless all of us =)...

Missing my friends....

Hmm...been feeling lonely these past few days.. I guess I'm missing my friends and family. Been ages since I last met up with my friends.. no news from anyone..Just like me..everyone is busy as well with their assignments, presentations, projects and the most important thing, EXAM! Aneway, I finally managed to keep in touch with my buddy.. after such a long time.. we had a long chat last nite.. and rite after that, Shivanan called, we were on the phone for some time..Felt better catching up with u guys..Cant wait to meet up with you people..JB is totally killing me..LOL! Wanna finish my exam and come back fast..then we can go n lepak..Missing u guys very much...(Nic, Summy, Senthi, Shiv, Sohlan n Suri)... Hope to see u soon =)..Take care guys!

I am totally VEXED!

One minute we were asked to do something...

And then..the next minute we see ourselves doing another thing...

Why cant we just stick to one..

would be so much more easier and less complicated

I wonder why at times...people only come to us when they need us

at other times...even when u pass them..u seem to be invisible to them..

I wonder whether...I'm just to short that they cant see me or they are just blind..

they cant see a figure passing in front of them...

GOD! I cant stand these kind of people.. Why is it that I'm being so kind and saying YES to everything.. I gotta learn how to say NO when I need to.. I am aware that I'm being used for many things.. Dont think I'm a fool and you can take advantage of me..there will be a time where I'll seek my revenge..

BOLD IT IF ITZ RIGHT ABOUT U! =)

•170cm tall.
•I don’t know what I want at the moment.
•I’m not happy.
•I hate my friends.
•I hate my life.
•I hate my grades.

•I can drive.
•I’m bored of driving.
•I have a white handbag.

•I love dancing.
•I go clubbing every week.
•Shopping is bullshit.
•I have a tattoo of a star.
•I got my navel pierced.
•I have friends that take drugs.
•90% of my friends smoke.

•I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
•I’m studying Fashion.
•I have a business running.
•I hate cartoons

•I hate someone.•I have 10 Lollipops handbags.
•I buy CLEO every month. (almost)
•My parents don’t know about my blog.
•I have an iPod.(going to)
•I don’t have faith in the current “one”.

•My school mates know about my blog.
•I wanted to be a fashion designer.

•I love rock emo bands.
•I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.

•I’m a rebel. (sometimes)
•I don’t believe in love.

•High school's filled with drama.
•My parents have faith in me.
•I’ve bought shoes this month.

•A blogger bitched about me before.
•I hate sports.

•I heart Italian food.
•I hate meeting new people.

•I hate nail polish.
•The mother bear gives me hugs.

•People should start appreciating me.
•High school was the worst time of my life.
•I have red hair. (hahah)
•One Utama is my second home.
•I’m a guy.
•I’m scared of my Biology result exam which I’m going to face someday tomorrow.
•I hate vacations.

•We’ll last :) (hope so)
•I believe in long distance relationships.
•I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
•I’ve robbed an old lady.
•I’m starting to like applying make-up.
•I was a tomboy.
•At times I think I still am a tomboy.
•I love bitching about people behind their backs

•I still have a best friend.
•I have a cat.
•I hate surprise parties.
•I hate planning parties.

•I’m hot. :P.. (yesh i am) wanna perasan jap
•I’m a sinner.
•I’ve got a DS light.
•I have a Wii.

•I cant live without music.
•Video games are a waste of time.
•I miss the father bear.

•I love being in love.
•I know how to cook.
•I have 100% freedom.
•Boys are assholes.
•I hate Math.

•I’m happy with what I have
•I love horror films.
•I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.

•My old friends keep in touch with me.
•I don’t read newspapers.
•The news is such a waste of time.
•Blogging is a waste of time.
•I hate animals.
•I can’t live without make-up.
•I curse like a pirate.
•I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
•I hate people that are smart.
•I love Orange juice
•I can’t drink for nuts
•I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity
•I’ve got a new phone
•I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month
•I love swimming

•I haven’t worked out since March
•I think i am fat!

Crazy Moments =)

Looking at this collage make me wonder all the crazy moments I had with my friends..well itz priceless..I know I wont be able to get them back..all that is left are photos to ponder upon and sweet memories for me to think of when I remember of them.. I used to take people for granted and not at all appreciate when they were around..Coz I thought they will be around me the whole time..I guess I was wrong. Today, everybody is everywhere..pursuing their journey of life..n i'm doing the same thing as well..we hardly have time for each other..Talk to me bout technology..People can say..we have social network sites or skype that we can use to keep in touch with our friends..but to me..I guess not..We are so busy with our work..that at times we tend to forget our friends around us.. Things change.. How I wished I was still back in school..waking up early in the morning.. rushing on my breakfast..mum screaming at me to get into the car (LOL)..walking into school with my friend and then meeting up with the rest at the stone table..updating each other with the latest news that happened recently...laughing for silly little jokes..carrying out my duty as a prefect and at the same time creating havoc with the rest of my frieds... Making fun of each other..concentrating in class during lesson hours..hopping from one class to the other during class intervals...sharing each others food during breaktime..having a surprise birthday celebration and the whole school joins in the celebration and sings for you in the canteen..waiting for the school bell to ring..so that you can rush back home n enjoy mum'z cooking...finishing up all the homework and attending tuition classes..exchange news with other schools and getting to know people...those were the fun days..I enjoyed and I'm really missing those moments..friends that I got to know just before I left school are so dear to me..I'm so darn lucky and glad to have you guys...Knowing that I have you people around me makes my day..N I know that I have someone whom I can share my stories with..Thanx a lot guys! N Buddy..I know you are always there for me..LOL! U always say that when I go under depression..makes me feel so much more better after dat..I really miss you guys.. our jusco outings..camp havoc and whateva dat comes into ur mind... *wiping my tears as I am writing this*...Love you guys so much...

9 Chic Shoe Rules

It's no secret that women adore shoes. When you are blue, buying a new pair is an instant mood lifter. When you feel great, you make a trip to the shoe store in celebration. And on special occasions, you must have something special to wear. The truth is, there will always be a good excuse to add to your shoe closet. Here are 9 tips on expressing your personal style — through your footwear.


1. Don't Be Hobbled by Discomfort Even if you love a pair, if you can't walk in them, don't buy them. Limping around in heels is decidedly ungraceful.

2. Dare to Wear Brights An electric hue can amp up a look, including outfits in colors other than black and denim. Try colored shoes with white, khaki, and pastels. A scarlet-red dress, however, calls for neutral footwear.

3. Wear What's Appropriate Open-toe sandals may be too risqué for a conservative suit, while a flat may be too casual for a cocktail frock. Keep your sneakers relegated to gym clothes or casual jeans. When in doubt, it's hard to go wrong with a classic black pump.

4. Going Outdoors? Say No to Stilettos
It will be difficult to walk when your heels keep sinking into the ground, and you'll ruin your shoes. Flats are fine, but if you want height, wedges are an ideal option.

5. Make a Statement A spindly stiletto sandal is all about looking sexy, while a bow-emblazoned kitten heel veers more toward cute. Know what look you're going for, and go full out.

6. Va-va-voom Shoes Have Their Place Nighttime is the right time for attention-getting shoes. If you still want to wear a knock-'em-dead look during the day, choose a closed-toe or peep-toe pump.

7. Pair Sky-High Shoes with Tame Hemlines When going for major air, keep your hemlines at an inch above the knee. But when wearing a short skirt or dress, wear a lower heel or flat — it will balance you out and keep you from showing altogether too much leg.


8. Wear Flats with Properly Hemmed Clothes Make sure your clothing is tailored or you'll risk looking sloppy. A trouser leg should fall at or above the ankle, while skirts or dresses should end above the knee.

9. Think About Balance (And we're not talking about the kind you need to walk.) A thicker-heeled shoe grounds a heavily layered look, when something dainty could look off balance. The reverse also holds true. When wearing a wispy frock, a thin-strapped sandal is an appropriate match.

My first sushi in SUSHI KING with my roomie =)

I always had this feeling that sushies were HORRIBLE...until today when I decided to chill out with my roomie at sushi king..Hmm..to think of it now..sushies are not dat bad actually..LOL! I guess I can have a few plates of those stuff..I pick the ones that I feel comfortable looking at..n my sushies were all cooked..HEHE! SAY NO TO RAW SUSHIES!!! I had a great time with my roomie..looks like i'll be going often to SUSHI KING! =)